So many things I'm scared of. I'm scared of getting paranoid about getting things right. I'm scared of controlling someone's else life, because that means I'm a freak. I'm scared that I'm doing all these without me knowing. Because right now, I feel like I'm doing it.

I'm so lost, I'm so confused, I'm scared, nothing is ever right. I feel like I'm losing control of myself. If only life is so simple...

Too many things to blog now. I cant continue... My head is spinning. My heart is racing. I'm better of dead.